I’m a little bit stuck

28 Dec

I’m struggling right now. I guess I knew it would happen, Christmas and the first one without my husband in 17 years. It has felt a bit odd.

I’m not living alone so that has made it a bit easier, but it has also meant there are foods that I don’t want to eat in the house, but of course I have been munching away. The only good thing that I have done though, is not stop eating my meals every day, which is keeping me full so I am not eating alot of  junk, but way more than I would like.

I have no idea where my blood sugar levels are, I’ve gone from taking it every few hours to not doing it for days, probably because I’m a bit scared, last time I did it, was 11.8. In fact I shall do it now. I haven’t eaten yet today, so lets see 8.6 not as bad as I was expecting. Guess the tablets are working at it even if I am not!

I’m not going to get too mad at myself though, I’m not going to be perfect after being like this most of my adult life. I can have until New Years Eve and I want to be back on track then. I have babysat on NYE for as long as I was old enough to. My mothers birthday is New Years Day, so she would go out and I got to babysit my brothers and sister. Well my sister is going to be 18 in Jan, so I am free this year, I don’t know what I am going to do with myself! (last year I had my brothers daughter) I think I have been out once on New Years Eve and that was when I was about 17! I will probably just do what I always do, watch the New Year in on TV, that’s what me and my husband used to do, I can’t imagine me going out right now!

As well as getting my eating back to how it should be, I’m planning on being more tidy and organised around the house. Since I found Pinterest I’ve been reading some new blogs and how some of those people keep their homes is amazing, I want to be more like them! So I’m planning on being much more organised, I’ve seen some lovely ideas over the last couple of weeks I want to try out, trouble is alot of them are more American based items and it can be hard to get the same over here, but I’m going to try!

I also have a plan to save money! Lots of money! This one is going to be hard for me as I defiantly love to spend way too much, but I have been reading Money Saving Expert and there is a thread on there where people are going to save £12,000 next year! I won’t get that much, but I am going to try and push myself more to save.

I’m excited about doing these changes, I just hope I can stick to them!

On a good note, even though I haven’t been perfect with my food, I do think I have lost some weight, I haven’t weighed, but I can feel it, I hope its true, I shall weigh when I go to the doctors. I will feel great if I have!

Hope everyone has had a good Christmas and looking forward to a good 2013!


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