Doing just fine.

31 Jan

Gym was good today, although packed :( There are two health clubs and swimming pools at the hotel and the other one is being refurbished so all the people who are members there and all the guests at the hotel are coming over to our side, its so busy, so we chose the worst week to join really!

I did an extra five minutes on the treadmill, my feet were burning like hell though, but I was pleased I did it.

I read a blog earlier this morning and I couldn’t decide if  I was reading it wrong or if it was genuine. This person is meant to work somewhere that helps obese people, yet clearly we repulse him/her. I know what my life has been like, I’m well aware of what people think, but someone who is potentially operating on people with these feelings seems wrong to me. Definitely giving me yet more second thoughts, which is a shame as it might be my last option.

I have worked for a year in a unit where we undertake operations to lead to drastic weight loss, we deliberately impair their ability to eat or absorb food. There is plenty of evidence that not eating leads to weight loss but I struggle somewhat with doing operations to impair ones ability to eat or absorb food, even if it is for an overall heath improvement. Primum non nocere and all that, it rather seems like giving sex addicts chastity belts. They are forced in my institution to waddle to theatre on their own two legs, not for them the usual porter plus nurse on a hospital bed, the poor food addicted victims are made to burn oh, gosh, a whole 26 calories as they shoogle off to theatre, gowns flapping behind them exposing their soon to be slimmed down naked buttocks.

via Fat Biffers | Knife before wife.

That’s not all they have to say, but it’s quite hard really, for the fact they don’t believe in paragraphs.

I don’t know if I’m allowed to post things like that, but oh well, the person didn’t even allow my comment.

Argh!

Argh!

Anyway, I got my Bydureon this afternoon, I’m a little bit more scared now lol. I think I shall inject tomorrow, I won’t take the Januvia in the morning and at some point in the day try and do it. Try being the important word there! I need some kind of volunteer to come around and stab me with the needle, I just don’t know if I can do it. How do people do this more than once a day!

Dinner was very tasty, spaghetti made with Quorn, though I think I overdone it on the parmesan. It’s amazing what you can change if you really want/have to. I didn’t think I was going to get back to eating right, but I’m pleased to say its going well. There is still a little bit of me thinking, “oh, I want some chocolate” even when I’m not hungry, I’ve just got to get it into my head that I don’t actually need or even want it. If I can get there I’ll be one happy “Biffa” !!

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