Am I really just stupid?

28 Oct

I don’t understand it, I don’t think of myself as well educated, but at the same time, I, at least like to think, I’m not stupid.

I understand how it works, I know in minute detail what goes in, must be burned off.

I know whats healthy and I know whats “bad”.

I know if I don’t eat all day and then eat whatever I want its very bad.

I know if I eat three meals a day that are healthy I will feel good and lose weight.

But why oh why can’t I put this into practice.

What exactly am I missing?

I feel like in all the years I moved and had to change school (thanks for the four high schools mum!) at some point everyone was pulled aside and given a secret bit of advice that I am totally oblivious to!

It makes me feel like so much of a lesser person than everyone else. I can’t control myself, yet people of all kinds of educations and backgrounds can do it so easily. I’m looked down upon, felt sorry for, ridiculed and all because I can’t figure this out.

Is it really the addiction some scientists say it is (yeah good luck getting the masses believing that!), or am I just really useless compared to other people?

Good news is I got a letter this morning saying I was on the waiting list and would I be available at short notice etc.

Roll on surgery!


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