Blog so named 

11 Jan

I have been having a quick look at my old posts, my excitement is quite infectious. 

I’m excited about walking, exercising, eating, cooking, surgery, everything! But somewhere alone the line I feel I have lost my spark now, looking at all that and I have a feeling why. 

I think the only thing I can’t put it down to is my medication. It’s meant to be having the opposite effect on me, but I’m realising it’s dragging me completely down. But! What one is it? 

It has to be the pain meds, I was on citalopram long before surgery, so I’m starting to think it has to be that. So do I just give up on them all, I am on quite alot and if it is that that’s allowing me to put on weight, to not feel like me anymore, then I guess I have no choice? 

I want to be the person I was, where I was walking the dogs and enjoying doing things, people ask me what I enjoy doing in my spare time (sadly, that’s all I have!) and I think about it and I actually have nothing! Nothing that I like to do, I was a massive gamer and that’s all gone. Boredom is a huge player for alot of people putting on weight. So I guess along with everything else it could be another factor for me. 

As I said in my previous post, I am lost, completely and utterly. 

I think I mentioned also that I contacted Nia asking to go and speak to a surgeon and I have a date for the middle of March, it says Mr Caplin is who I’m going to see and if I can, I’m some how going to try and get them to do a revision of some kind. Of course being the NHS and UK this is an unlikely scenario, but if I don’t ask, I certainly do not get! But I have a feeling I am just going to get a lecture, but it’s my own fault, for one doing this and two asking to see them again, but I feel like I need it to kick myself up the butt! 

I’m  it writing much with these posts, I’m just trying to get myself back into the habit and enjoyment of posts. So for now this is it again aha

Soon

H x

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