It’s so hard!
All day choices for food!
What do I eat?
I don’t know!
How can it be so difficult and painful. I have no clue. I know what I should eat and I know what I want to eat, but very rarely are they the same!
So I force myself to cook something that is more in line with what I should have and usually a portion is always too much, so I am inevitably left with.. leftovers!
Yesterday I made something called “Poorly Cooked Eggs” it was quite tasty, but I didn’t have any asparagus so had it with red onion and Quorn chorizo intead. I actually had it for two meals and had to throw some away in the end as it was too much for me, so I AM trying with the left over thing!
This wasn’t my one, but this is how the original looked.
I also read about this sprout concoction and have just given this a go, I’m not particularly fond of them and don’t usually eat them, but I need to get more veg in me, so I just cooked it and it was surprisingly nice!
Don’t know how often I would make it, but I will have it again to use up my bag of sprouts!
God knows what to eat later, maybe my favourite omelette, which is made with dollops of this amazing stuff. I love that Clare got me to try it, it is seriously amazing when you cut into the gooey cheese!
For a long time my dad has been having issues with extra phlegm and is constantly wheezing its very irratating for him, especially when trying to sleep at night. He even had one incident where he woke up choking on it in the middle of the night, it had gone down his windpipe, scared both him and my brother half to death.
He’s been back and forth to doctors and hospital, taken antibiotics for it, but nothing seems to help.
So last week he asked me to take him to the hospital in the morning as he is having a camera and needs to be sedated for it.
I thought nothing of it. Then I asked him what it’s for assuming it was just about the excess fluid and he said they are putting the camera into his lung. I was cooking food and he just said they said I have small shadow on my lung.
What?!
What?!
You’re telling me now!
Just what we need.
That is how my grandmother, his mother died three years ago.
We don’t need this shit!
Staying calm.
But panic is going to set in soon!
Please let it be nothing.
Soon
H x
If only this was true!
